50. things about me...

I seen this on one of my friends blogs and I decided to give it a try so here it goes....




1. I have an amazing boyfriend/ future husband.




2. I love my job even though most of the time I have no clue what I'm doing.







3. I have no clue what I'm doing about 95% of the time.







4. My family is huge a little crazy but I wouldn't trade them for anything.







5. I try to act tuff and like I have everything figured out but really I'm scared of what the future holds for me.







6. My goal in life is to be a good mom to my future kids.







7. I have a gut feeling that I can't have children (don't know why)







8. I want to be a Midwife because I think that the most beautiful thing in the world is childbirth (after all the blood and pain of the actual childbirth).




9. I would like to have a closer relationship with my grandparents.







10. I've witnessed death but never had a loved one die.











11. I sing... constantely...and then some more.




12. I love my brother Jesse more then he will ever know.







13. I'm terrified of chickens and I'm not stupid I know it's a weird fear.







14. I HATE being made fun of for being afraid of chickens.







15. I can't stand it when people say that I said stuff I never said.







16. I can't stand it when someone thinks they know how I'm feeling better than I do.







17. The only person that is to blame for my past is myself.







18. I have worked really hard to become a better person so that I can accomplish my dreams.




19. I would love to sing on Broadway.







20. I admire my mom more than anyone.







21. I have a bad hip already.







22. I have acid reflux disease.







23. I have an abdominal murmur.







24. I have weird problems.







25. I like to be around people who are older than I am.







26. I'm happy to be out of high school.







27. I am outgoing.







28. I am loud.







29. I like to have fun.







30. I've been to Hawaii.





31. I've been to Mexico.







32. I want to live forever because the thought of death scares me.... even more than chickens.







33. I loved being a CNA because I like to take care of people in need.







34. I have always wanted to play the guitar.




35. I was fired from my piano teacher when I was 5 because I wasn't progressing.




36. I was in the news paper when I was in Kindergarten for singing in a talent show and having my fingers crossed behind my back.

Yup that's me on the very top (The one with the cowgirl boots on)

37. I LOVE bread.

38. I LOVE pasta.

39. I LOVE brownies.

40. I think of myself as a pretty good poet and song writer.

41. I have really turned my life around for the better.

42. I LOVE SCRUBS!!!!

43. I want a little girl named Addi

44. I am loud :)

45. I kinda sometimes have a temper.

46. My mom is my best friend in the world.

47. I have the most amazing cat in the world.. Sammy!

48. I love to Laugh.

49. I am not short I am fun sized!!!

50. I for the most part am a very outgoing and happy person who just likes to have fun! :)

Thanks for reading 50 things about me!!!