Frustrated :(

Ok so as anyone who reads this already knows I've had a little trouble with friends lately. I no longer have a girl friend that I can go to with everything. I even miss school because at least every other day I got to go to Cheryl in the daycare and let off my steam and tell my stories and then listen to how things were with her. Now I have no girls to talk to....ever. Can I just say how badly it sucks to have no one to call when I have a fight with Cass? Instead of calling a friend to complain about Cass (when I'm mad at him) I have to call Cass and complain to him about himself, I'm pretty sure it doesn't make him very happy!

I have a few friends but none that I would feel comfortable calling up when I am crying (I think thats what makes a good friend). I'm not saying that I want my old friends back in any shape or form cuz I've had the chance and I just don't want to have bad friends in my life I just want someone to be there for me .... kind of like a sub for Cass when he needs a day off from my crazy! Poor guy.

The one nice thing about not having a friend to go to is I have gotten so much closer to my family and Cass. I have always loved him and thought really highly of him but after the last few months I never realized how badly I took advantage of having someone there to talk to who actually listened and cared to know what I was saying. Same with my mom I feel like she is my best friend in the whole world (and it's nice that she can't just throw me away). I have found out a lot about her that I never knew before (like she has emotions, it's wierd) (Just kidding). My mom actually has gone through something alot like what I'm going through so it's nice to have her here to talk to even though she is tired of hearing me complain but I can't say that I blame her!

Either way, even though it totally sucks that I don't have a good gal pal that I can call up and hang out with, at the end of the day it's nice to have an amazing family and a wonderful man to come home to.